Taiping. 25-27/12/2009.

 Taman Suria afternoon 25/12

Lake Town morning 26/12

 Lake Town morning 26/12














Malaysia's wettest town. Our own version of Forks, if u are a Twillight fan. Stayed at BIL's house nearby the Laketown area, very near to the MRSM Taiping.
Spent some quality time there with inlaws n nieces. Got a taste of bakso at Taiping bus station. Very delicious indeed. No Doli this time.
All in all, very good outing for family though it was rather ad-hoc planned.


// next trip to be pre-planned. Doli n mee udang Kuala Sepetang to be on the itenary. Plus the zoo.

21 Disember 2009M / 3 Muharram 1431H

Football -
Albeit a little bit late, Congratulations Malaysia. Winning the SEA Games after 20 years drought. Not much confidence among the fans in fact a good number actually predicted a Vietnam triumph over a random radio survey (I listen to Sinar.fm), but they made it. Put aside other talks for the time being, just enjoy the good feelings, boys.


Health - 
Not in a good health these recent days. It all started just after my return trip to Johor. Did not eat anything out of usual, so the resulting pain is quite confusing as where and why it occurs. However the pain is still bearable and I can still drive and works as usual albeit being a little uncomfortable. Based on past experience and symptoms, I hope it's the lighter of the 2 possibilities.
Also, made my stand on this new Hijrah (n also the Gregorian/Masehi) calendar, to reduce my BMI. For myself and those people around me. To be healthier and fitter so that I can contributes more. N of course for my long-term plan of going Hajj. Am not sure how long or how strong can I maintain the commitment, since Gluttony seems to be my major weakness as to date. Nevertheless I hope to strive.

Free Brake Service and Lost Parking Card

Yesterday 15/12, I sent my 4 years old Waja to workshop for brake servicing. Took it back late in the afternoon and guess what, the boss said that the service is FOC. No parts need replacement and all they did was just cleaning all the necessary parts. Labor charge is on the house. This is good man, at times like this. So back I was to the house smiling endlessly.


And suddenly this morning, in the midst of preparing to go to work, I cannot find my parking ticket. To cut the story short, the card was never found and I have to get a replacement for RM50.


Ok, lesson learnt, although a brake service might cost more than RM50..

Laos 1 Malaysia 3

Congratulation boys. Credit is when a credits is due. The scoreline was quite flattering since the truth is Malaysia struggled for most of the time after the 1-0 lead and only resorted to a few counter attacks but well maybe it's the coach tactic.The counters were quite dangerous tho, the ideas and vision were brilliant at times if only the finishing touch were better.


One of the main concern is that the players more often than not, chose to do it the hard way when it comes to passing the ball around. Instead of passing to a teammate who is free, they chose to dribble excessively, or try to pass to someone who is being tightly man-marked. Well, it may just be the tactic but believe me the tactics has succeeded in getting me screaming in front of the tv.


Another thing to look upon could be the fitness factor. During the period of 1-hour mark to the 2nd goal, players loked as if, as a Kelantanese would put it, 'Habis gas'. It is only after Badrol Bakhtiar's 2nd goal that the boys seemed to regain their fitness and suddenly sprang to some more action. Before that, they were constantly under pressure from the Laotians wave of attacks of which they eventually scored. Again, it may just be a tactic :).


Football is a team effort but last night I feel that some players need mentioning. Badrol Bakhtiar, of course for scoring a brace, but it was the tenacious Nor Shahrul who provides those runs, who kept the Laotian defense busy with his moments of brilliance and industrious effort. Ahmad Sharbinee also proved to be the better choice for the No 1 spot, bar the solitary goal he has proved his worth between the posts.


Lastly, a win in semi-final is only just as good as a win. Any win is good. However this is only semi-final and nobody can be a champion by winning a semi-final. It is the final that is more important. Vietnam is no pushover. They beat us 3-1 at group stage and soundly crushed Singapore 4-1 in the other semi-final match. They are the team to beat, we are no favorite this time. Having said that, I also believe we have more skill, more tricks up our sleeves than the Vietnamese, whereas they have better stamina and higher work rate. If we can improve on those areas then I believe we have a fair chance of ending the 20-years drought of a SEA games gold.

Bvlgari Pour Femme by Bvlgari

Yesterday purchased this one for beloved wife. Happy.. err.. happy what eh.. happy school holiday? Ok, that will do.. hope u r happy with this.. Sorry your dearest hubby can only afford this much.. no special vacation, no romantic holiday of sort.. only this much.. but believe me my dear my love for u deserve greater boundaries beyond all those perishable things.


p/s: with some extra rezeki, (and correct timing!), we'll get that Poison in future ok..

PPSMI? no, not that.. nothing to do with PPSMI.

   Just thinking.. should I start writing in this blog in full English, or well, make most of it in English? o shouldn't I.. Hmm this thought just cross my mind this morning..   On a positive note, this can serve as a practice for my written English since I have this feeling that it has all become rusty. And very rusty indeed. It is a common knowledge, well at least it is common for myself and those people close to me.. that my written English used to be relatively good for a Kelantanese. It is now, USED to be.
  Honestly now I feel that to write in English is as difficult as to speak in it. Grammars aside, because as I grow older I realize that to be understood is more important than to be grammatically correct. My vocabulary has been depleted due to lack of practise, I guess., and I can no longer writes smoothly as I have to keep translating from Bahasa Melayu to English. Sometimes the exact words just did not want to come and this made me very frustrated.

Aidiladha 1430H

1~
Perjalanan balik 25/11/2009. Alhamdulillah, lancar walaupun delay 2 jam sbb terbangun lambat. Plan asal nk kuar 4 pagi++, tp jadi nya 6.30 pagi baru bertolak dr Subang. Stop kejap kat Petronas CT just b4 Tol rm3, isi minyak dan terus jer sampai la kat masjid Pagar Sasak baru pit-stop tukar pampers Husna dan Asma'. Jem sekejap di Cabang 3 dekat Guchil, K.Krai. Tapi alhamdulillah sekali lagi, pemandu2 tidak mengikut perangai tipikal drebar Klate (sori.. - ambo pun ore Klate) yg suka curi tulang (potong kokser kokder la.. ) dan jem hanya sekejap saja. Kalu semua pemandu bersikap begini kan bagus :). Di gertak (jambatan) cross Sg Durian, ada la nampak tanda2 aras air yg telah surut dan sedikit air masih bertakung di dalam kebun kelapa sawit di kiri jalan. Alhmadulillah, air dah surut (23/11 - jalan ditutup kerana air melimpah di jambatan Sg Durian. Wife kata, x lapar lagi, anak2 dh suap sikit masa kat Pagar Sasak, so kita terus jer.. sampai la kat Bukit Marak @ 3pm. Total teravelling time = 8 jam 30 minit (approx.). Fastest time so far travelling Subang Bestari - Bukit Marak / Padang Salim. X sangka lak, dgn 2 anak kecik boleh laju lak. Sbb x banyak menyinggah kot.

2 ~
26/11. Ke TESCO dgn Ayoh, Farah & 2 anak sedara. Err.. itu jer kot major event. Hehehee.

3 ~
27/11. Hari Raya. Solat raya @ masjid Bukit Marak. lepas solat, dlm 10am start upacara korban lembu2 di depan rumah Abe Daud, mcm 2,3 tahun sudah. Tahun ni ambik 1 bhg jer utk akikah Asma'. RM340/bhg. Naik dah sikit. Total 2 lembu tumbang. Aku x join sesi melapah, tp kena part last urusan perut dan peperutan nya. Sebahagian drpd daging korban dah diambil utk masakan jamuan makan tghri. Masa makan tu, tangan masih berbau isi perut lembu, tp sbb lapar punya pasal ku tahan jugak Jebat. Petang tu lepas time Jumaat baru balik Padang Salim. Tp x tido sana.

4 ~
28/11. Pagi tu jenguk umah arwah mak sedara yg baru meninggal. Sedih gak la suasana nya. Buat aku teringat kat org tua aku jer. Anak2 semua kerja jauh2. Hmm.
Petang tu baru balik Padang Salim. 

5 ~
29/11. Pagi ke Kuala Besut jenguk kawan Farah baru beranak. Balik, lunch di rumah Abe Mad @ Bukit Marak. Malam, dinner @ KFC with all family belah Ayoh tolak Asma' sorang yg kena tinggal kat umah Tuk Pa. Tp sayang, Husna tido lak.. Abis sesi di KFC, terus ke Wakaf Che yeh with Abe Li sekelamin. Ok la, dpat cari baju anak 2,3 pasang. Mcm x berbaloi dgn jem pun ada, tp nk buat camno dh mengantuk + letih xleh stay lama lagi dah..

6 ~
30/11 hari rilek dan lepak. Cuma lunch jer @ Bukit Merbau (kenduri umah Mok Cik Timah). Petang tu jenguk Chik & K. Na sekejap pastu terus balik pdg Salim.

7 ~
01/12. Bertolak dr Pdg Salim @ 7.25am Stop kejap @ Chucoh Puteri (simpang 3) dan RnR G. Musang utk salin pempers anak2.
Lunch @ Masjid Raub. Pastu terus jer, sampai la kat Subang Bestari @ 5pm. Mungkin boleh sampai awal lagi kalu x sbb jem area Kepong. 30 minit, 3km jer gerak nya.. huh.

Apa2 hal pun, alhamdulillah. Balik raya ok, Korban (akikah) ok, balik sini balik pun ok..

Afiq Danial

http://helpafiqdanial.blogspot.com/

Anak senior aku. Kalu sesiapa berkunjung ke blog aku yg merapu ni, harap dapat singgah juga ke blog di atas.


Terima kasih.

Kelantan 1 Negeri Sembilan 3

Perah kawe perah... Rasa frust kawe kali ni jauh lagi teruk drpd selepas Jerman kalah kepada Sepanyol dalam Euro 2008.

Tahniah untuk skuad Negeri Sembilan. Walaupun dalam masa yg sama kawe tetap merasakan Kelantan telah mempamerkan satu permainan yang 'below-par' pada malam itu.


Dari sudut positif, kawe mengharapkan ini merupakan titik tolak kebangkitan skuad Kijang aka Red Warriors (bila start panggil nama ni kawe pun xtau). Mara ke 2 final, walaupun dua2 nya kalah tetap satu pencapaian yg boleh dibanggakan. Kesinambungan drpd kejayaan ini perlu diteruskan. Maksud kawe, biarlah kejayaan ke final ini dijadikan satu 'tabiat' kepada skuad Kelantan. Secara mudahnya, katalah dalam 3 tahun dapat masuk final, tahun ke3 xkan xleh menang kot.. (tapi kalu tahun ke2 dah menang lagi best).

GO MORE KLATE GO MORE! (modified version of the Red Warriors' battle cry GOMO KLATE GOMO!)


// antara yg menarik.. kapten kedua2 pasukan bukan berasal dari negeri tersebut. Indra Putra Mahayuddin dari Perak, Rizal Zambry Yahya dari Johor..

Jus Tok Guru

Baru2 ni heboh dgn isu keluaran SIM (Saffron Integrated Marketing) yg dah berpecah dgn Ustaz Nik Abduh, konflik dsb, seperti dijelaskan dlm blog Ustaz.


Aku dah lama gak la, amalkan jus Tok Guru ni n so far alhamdulillah walaupun xder la sembuh, tp sakit x melarat. Isu nya secara peribadi, aku menyokong tindakan Ustaz, tetapi dlm masa yg sama, untuk mendapatkan alternatif i.e produk Al-Razi adalah agak sukar di sini. Nak x nak, kena continue juga dgn SIM i.e Jus Tok Guru.

FIFA U-17 WC : Germany 3 Switzerland 4 (aet)

Frust.


Kalah lagi. Nasib baik aku x bangun pagi tadi layan. Kalu x lagi la frust rasanya. Champion of Europe out of the tournament, bowing out to a European team. Huh.


Begini lah nasib penyokong bola Jerman. Apa2 jer game yg ada waima peringkat umur budak2 pun aku ambik tahu. Susah kan nak keluar kat TV kita.


I guess now have to concentrate on the international friendlies n CL/Europa League jer la.. 




CL hari tu pun Bayern kalah 0-2 kat tempat sendiri. Apa nk jadi la Bayern oii..

Piala Malaysia 2009: Kelantan vs Negeri Sembilan.

tiket final

As a true Kelantanese, i hope for a good game, entertaining and evently fought, in which the Red Warriors will prevail.

// link image x jadi.. 

Sealed With A Kiss

Baru2 ni layan citer All The Boys Love Mandy Lane. kat cenel movie astro. Heroin dia pelakon baru Amber Heard. Hero xtau. Takder hero pun sebenanya. Heroin dia tu jahat brutal isk isk isk.. Dekat nk abis tu, dia pasang lagu ni haa.. time credits dia tu la.. alamak.. nostalgic betul la.. terus aku search lirik n jumpa lah lirik dia ni... best siot.. jiwang pun ada time2 anak bini jauh di mata ni.. hehehehee.

Sealed With A Kiss

So we gotta say goodbye for the summer
baby I promise you this
I'll send you all my love
every day in a letter
Sealed with a kiss

Yes it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer
but I feel the emptyness
I'll send you all my dreams
every day in a letter
sealed with a kiss

I'll see you in the sunlight
I'll hear your voice everywhere
I'll run to tenderly hold you
but darling you won't be there

I don't wanna say goodbye for the summer
knowing the loneliness
so let us take a pledge to meet in September
and seal it with a kiss

Yes it's gonna be a cold lonely summer
but I feel the emptyness
I'll send you all my love
every day in a letter

Sealed with a kiss

Sealed with a kiss (repeat until fade)

FIFA U-17 WC

Germany 3-3  Nigeria
Leading 3-0 only to be levelled 3-3. huh!


Germany 1-2 Argentina
Also leading 1-0 at 8', only to be scored against 2 times in a space of 2 minutes!!


So un-German (in a footballing way).


I don't know. These boys looks to have enough skills n capability. With due respect to Nigeria n Argentina, both results should be better.
Now have to hope Argentina beats Nigeria n Germany can win vs Honduras with a big margin.

Me

with a slow-sluggish mind like this,

trying so hard yet cannot even understand a relatively simple explanation

sometimes i wonder how i could be a so-called bright student some 15-20yrs ago

guess i have only myself to be blame

years ago i was full of determination, the will to succeed

now only left with isolation, the belief that everything i do will fail

years ago i was full of confidence (at least on paper)

now inferiority engulf me

seems like everybody else is better than me

the search for the missing spark continues.

16 September = Cuti Umum.

Alhamdulillah.


Walaupun aku ni pro-PAS (tp bukan ahli PAS), tp dalam hal ini aku menyokong dgn sepenuh hati keputusan Dato' Seri Najib kita. Semoga Dato' Seri dikurniakan Allah kesihatan dan kesejahteraan untuk mengisytiharkan cuti2 umum yg lain pula hehehee.


Cuti umum 16/09 ni sebenarnya lama dah jadi agenda politik PR, tp gak dah DS najib umum tu takpo la dia nk claim idea dia pun. Kita rakyat marhaen ni terima jah..


Personally bagi diri aku sendiri benda ni takder beza sangat. Kalu hari biasa, means aku masuk opis boleh la follow cuti umum mcm orang lain. Kalu dah ada keja urgent, takder maknaya cuti umum berhari2 pun. Tp yg penting, bini aku dapat cuti. Itu aku suka..

Raya 2009

Raya 1 - 20/09/09

Solat raya di masjid Bukit Marak. Actually ingat nk follow Papa, tp aku lak lambat siap kuar umah jer Papa dah jalan dulu. Takut lambat, pegi la masjid Bukit Marak, sbb katanya masjid Pauh Lima solat awal.

Sudah solat raya, balik Padang Salim. Makan sate! hehehee. Sebelum tu raya dulu la dgn Papa, Mama, Farah dan adik beradik ipar. Lepas Asar beraya ke rumah Chik di Berek, Gong Dermin dgn Ma, Mok, Husna dan Mat. Dindong ding dong, Lepas solat maghrib di Bukit Marak, aku balik utk tido di Pdg Salim.

Raya 2 - 21/09/09

well, aku draft ni dah lama tp x siap2.. so aku just post kan jer la... 

last sekali, balik KL dgn adik aku on 25/09, 3.30pm @ Bukit Marak, sampai Subang 12midnight.

Amanat boss

Pagi tadi meeting dgn boss. Panjang lebar gak syarahan dia. Tp yg ni antara lain menyentuh hati aku.


Mental Strength.

1. As project engineers we need to have mental strength. What is mental strength. Well antara lain mental strength ni adalah keupayaan anda untuk stay focused, contohnya (contoh..), stay fokus meeting sehari tumas dgn boss. Ini tidak, lepas 1/2 jam jer, dah macam kucing nk beranak.
2. We have poor mental strength when we keep postponing our work. (hit me on the dot - why am i writing this blog instead of doing my work?. well i need some escapism once in a while - alasann..)
3. Which lead us to conclude that in short, mental strength is all about staying focused and managing your time excellently.

So, yushida, can you be mentally strong? 

SEMESTA Forum

Aku try masuk site forum Alumni Sekolah Faris (SEMESTA), sekali dia cakap.. account suspended..

Huh, apa sudah jadi maaa... buat malu jer maa....

SEMESTA

update : sudah available kembali 07/10/2009.. alhamdulillah..

Suami Isteri

Daripada blog Puan Dods (maaf, aku xtau nama sebenar) untuk renungan menempuh hidup berumahtangga..

http://audriena.blogspot.com/2009/09/mari2-incik2-laki2-orang-semua-bini2.html

Selamat Hari raya AidilFitri 1430H

Salam AidilFitri to myself n family n also to sapa2 jer yg happen to singgah in this blog.. hehehee..

Maaf zahir & batin. Semoga bergumbira di hari mulia..

Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah..

Selamat dah.. Isteri ku telah selamat melahirkan cahaya mata kami yg kedua pada 10.45am, 09/09/2009 di Pusat Perubatan Annisa', Kota Bharu.

Baby perempuan, 3.0kg. Alhamdulillah.. ibu dan anak sihat.

// bukan main lagi aku merayu dgn boss nk sambung cuti paterniti 10-14/09 dgn cuti raya start 15/09 setelah sebelum ini permohonan utk cuti raya seawal 14/09 telah direject. Alhamdulillah, dilembutkan hati boss utk luluskan cuti..

// nama dah rasmi.. Asma' Jamilah

Germany 2 South Africa 0

International Friendly @ 05/09/2009 @ BayArena, Leverkusen.

1st eleven:

GK: Rene Adler

DF: Phillip Lahm, Arne Friedrich, Serdar Tasci, Marcel Schafer

MF: Bastian Schweinsteiger, Michael Ballack, Mesut Ozil, Simon Rolfes, Marko Marin

FW: Mario Gomez

Germany deployed a loose 4-2-3-1, with the home club custodian Rene Adler between the post.

Ballack pairing up with Rolfes in DM position, alternatingly exchanging position in attacking mode, with Ballack acted more as a box-to-box midfielder while Rolfes doing most of the defensive works.

Schweini and Marin works from both flanks, occasionally cutting inside. Ozil was theoretically an attacking midfielder but in fact he played as a deep-laying forward, occasionally moving forward to assist Gomez upfront whenever Germany was attacking.

Tazkirah Jumaat 04/09

Hari ni gi awal utk solat Jumaat di Masjid Sayyidina Umar Al-Khattab, Bukit Damansara. Sempat la dengar tazkirah sekejap.

Antara yg dapat ditangkap adalah :

Waktu yg sesuai utk ziarah kubur.
Ramai di antara kita lebih suka, atau terbiasa menziarahi kuburan ahli keluarga pada hari raya, sama ada selepas solat raya atau raya ke2 atau ke3.

Ustaz tesebut (x tau nama pulak) menyarankan agar kita mengubah tabiat ini. Beliau menyarankan agar kita menziarahi kuburan sebelum hari raya. Balik kampung awal sikit, pastu pergi la ke kubur, bawa anak bini sekali.

Fadhilatnya antara lain :

1) Orang x ramai. So kita boleh fokus pada bcaan ayat2 suci yg ingin disedekahkan.

2) Sbb org x ramai, secara amnya anak2 akan duk dekat2 dgn kita, so boleh kita ajar dan ajak mengaji bersama kita, juga mendidik mereka hikmah mengingati mati. Kalu org ramai ada kemungkinan dia jumpa budak2 yg sama baya akan bersukaria sesama mereka.

3) X ingat hadis ke apa.. tp ustaz tu ada sebut offer brp kali ganda ntah, amalan yg disedekahkan pada 10 hari terakhir Ramadhan. So nk sedekah apa2, sedekah 10 hari terakhir Ramadhan la lebih baik.

4) Ziarah kubur, secara amnya kita akan berasa sedih mengingatkan memori/kenangan bersama insan tersayang yg pergi dulu. So, bersedih lah. Kalu hari raya, sepatutnya hari bersukaria, kalu ikut aturan pun x brp betul lah, raya pegi kubur pastu nk bersedih2 menangis bagai..

5) Sebelum raya org x ramai (refer point no 1), so kalu rumput panjang kita bawa bini ker anak dara, atau bini orang anak dara orang.. ada rumput panjang atau kemuncup, maka diselaknya kain nampak labu betis putih. Kalu cantik cantik la kalu penuh parut pun penuh la. So pendedahan aurat pula di situ. Kalu pegi sebelum Ramadhan dgn kita2 jer, dapat elak benda ni, InsyaAllah..

Itu jer la yg dapat tangkap.. lepas tu duk sibuk tahan mengantuk sampai hilang fokus kpd intipati tazkirah. Khutbah pun sama :(. Mengantuk weh, Jumaat time posa ni..

Education Plan

Must start planning for Husna's sis.
Suddenly i got 3 offer from my old skoolmate. All 3 almost at the same time. 1 for MAA, 1 for Takaful Ikhlas n 1 for Pru-BSN.
So, which 1 is better? Huh. Pru-BSN got some generally good reputation but still is not an automatic choice.
Still got sometime b4 the birth.

MAS Booking - Dugaan Ramadhan

I'm deeply frustrated with the MAS customer service. It is not the impoliteness or whatever. The staff is not even there to answer my call. Ok, i can understand if 1st, or 2nd time failure to get to the staff via phone due to traffic congestion etc. but more than 10 times? This is seriously disappointing.

I think that i can accept it, i mean, a few rm loss, if, due to my negligence, lack of IT know-how etc, i made a mistake during the internet booking process but please, please answer my call, explain to me so that i can understand why.

What for developing a customer service if u cannot provide the service when required. I don't know if this is due to shortage of staff or just a pure ignorance. This has indeed imprinted a very bad image of MAS to me. I'm trying to be very patient as i might be needing their service in future but i'll be very careful and skeptical.

Disclaimer : This not an official comment to MAS of any sort. I'm just expressing my deepest regret of an experience on the very 3rd day of Ramadhan 1430H.

Seriously, in an attempt to calm myself, i keep telling myself that this could be some kind of test or kifarah of sins that Allah wants to show to me for me to learn something. To be more careful, maybe, or more patient? That's the obvious one. Maybe there's something more to think about. .

Selamat Datang Ramadhan 1430H

Ramadhan datang lagi. Kali ini sekali pula dgn datangnya mid-term cuti sekolah.

Tahun ni aku masih blank camner nk prepare utk buka dan sahur. Farah mungkin kata ok, tp the fact is dia dah makin memboyot so x fair jugak nk harapkan dia utk masak semua. On the other hand, aku pun bukan pandai masak except telur mata & telur dadar. Huh.

30hb nak balik klate. Hantar Farah sambung cuti sampai deliver. Harap2 ok di perjalanan. 8 jam ++ is quite stressful for 8months pregnant mother. may Allah ease up our trip. Amin..

Balik ke sini, dah ambik tiket Firefly malam 02hb. Pastu.. bujang kembali la aku kat Subang ni..

13hb plan balik Klate. Dah ambik tiket dah.. malam tu. Harap permohonan cuti boss x kacau. Have to go back early since time Husna dulu pun awal 5 hari from the due date. This time, due date is 18/09 (2 hari b4 raya!) n based on experince with Husna, by the 13th it can be anytime soon..

Hopefully sempat witness the delivery of my 2nd child to bumi Allah ini. N kalu kata xdan pun, TukPa n Tuk Ayah are more than capable of taking care of them while i'm not around. setakat nk gi Annisa' tu, rasanya diorg lagi laju drpd aku.. Huhuhuu..

Pergi Tak Kembali.. AlFatihah.

Kita ini milikNya, dan kepadaNya jua kita kembali..

Alfatihah untuk arwah Ustaz Asri Ibrahim daripada kumpulan nasyid tersohor Rabbani.

Satu kematian yang agak mengejut, walaupun menurut adik arwah di berita TV9 tadi, arwah mmg ada menghidap darah tinggi..

hmm.. ambil lah iktibar drpd kematian ini.. cukup waktu tidak akan 'delay' walau sesaat, bersedia kah aku?

Anger Management

Aku rasa aku ada masalah anger management. Selalu jadi n bertambah teruk bila ada urusan yg memerlukan detailed organization n quick decison making, also assignment kerja yg involve public speaking. Kesian kat close family kdg2 jadi mangsa. And the stress n depression is made worse dgn sifat malu aku yg tebal x kena tempat, fear of failure partly due to my academic experience in uni which resulted in me believing that everyone else is better than me. Ok, maybe at driving, i'm a few of the insane Malaysian drivers living.

Aku rasa kena muhasabah (?), amalkan balik solat hajat, minta jauh bala dan minta tenangkan diri. "Hanya Engkau yang kami sembah, dan kepadaMu jua lah, kami memohon pertolongan..". Dulu2 masa sekolah aku amal gak, tp start masuk u sampai time keja.. sort of.. dah lagha.. still buat yg wajib, tp aku tinggalkan yg ini..

Or should i seek medical help. Stress ini sometimes can get very.. very apa eh.. cannot find the word in English.. but in Malay.. sort of.. Sesak dan menyesakkan!

Mcam mana la nk ambik masters n beli rumah macam ni.. Tanpa masters classes n housing payment pun dan haru biru..

Husna.. kembali ke Klate.

10 Ogos 2009. Husna akan balik ke Kelantan bersama2 Tuk Ayah & Tuk Ma nya. Setelah 5 hari di sini. Rindu akan kembali berbunga. Diharap anakanda Husna bersabar. InsyaAllah Mama & Ayah akan pulang awal September nanti (tukar plan lagi..). Mama akan stay sehingga selamat melahirkan adik. Ayah akan pulang sekejap untuk urusan kerja dan insyaAllah kan pulang dan menyambut raya bersama2 seawal 13 September. Doakan permohonan cuti raya awal ayah diluluskan.

Attack!

Isnin malam Selasa, sekali lagi aku terkena serangan kidney-stone.. Adoiii sakit wehhh. Dah terasa masa kat opis lagi, tp makin teruk bila dekat maghrib so terus singgah Aspalela. Duk tunggu jumpa doktor, 15 minit rasa mcm 1 jam ku tahan jebat. Opss !.
Masuk jer jumpa doc, sakit dh reda pulak. Susah payah aku nk convince doc tu.. adeiih masalah gak ni. Itu ini dingdong dingdong, dos tu kata, mmg simptom menjurus ke arah kidney stone la. Sakit yg mcm senak/kembung perut, tp lg sakit. N dia dtg start dr belakang aras pinggang, bawa ke tepi, dan perlahan merebak ke depan menghala ke ari2. Ini pergerakan the stone dr kidney ke pundi kencing. Dan sakit dtg in phases. Dia dtg sikit2. makin lama makin sakit dan yg paling sakit akan berlarutan sehingga kira2 30minit. Kalu nasib baik, lepas rehat dan ambik ubat, dia reda. kalu tak, bersiap sedia lah utk satu lagi pengalaman menakutkan. Huh.

Apa2 pun, alhamdulillah lepas azab. Cuma yg terpk di minda aku skrg ni, apa lagi yg perlu dilakukan utk avoid recurrence f the attack. Makan dh pantang, minum air kosong dh banyak sampai kdg2 aku rasa nk muntah.. hmm besar gak dugaan ni sekali sekala mamat kidney stone ni menyerang.

21/07/2009

arini cukup 8 tahun hari konvo bachelors degree aku..


org lain konvo kendian, dah ada masters.. aku? huhu. nk ambik Ir pun x berani.

Plan balik Klate Ogos 2008 (cuti sekolah)

1) Balik dgn Farah & Mat, bawa MyVi. Balik KL dgn Mat.

2) Balik dgn Farah, bawa MyVi. Tinggal MyVi kat Klate, balik sini naik Firefly.

3) X balik. Mama n Papa dtg Bangi utk hantar Mek Tek kursus 22/08, stay until 29hb Mek tek abis kursus,. Farah balik Klate with them.

Hmm. Have to decide by this week coz tiket Firely getting pricier by each date.

Update 20/07:
Takder satu pun drpd 3 kat atas tu.. Papa & Mek Tek mari dgn bas. Stay sini, pastu balik dgn MyVi. Farah ikut. Aku, balik raya jer la.

Amri Yahyah 2 Man U 3

MU diselamatkan oleh ketajaman naluri pembunuh (killer instinct) Michael Owen.. huhuhu. X seko pulak Malaysia boleh main agak2 best gak la..

98kg!

Itulah berat aku skrg ni.. Huh. camner la nk turunkan. Terasa dowh, Perut buncit dan sesak nafas even naik tangga umah. Nk bangun duduk pun x selesa. Tp makan nk sedap!!

Ada orang suggest aku x makan nasik malam2. As a start la. Of course kena exercise regularly n jaga diet yg lain gak. Which is something yg quite difficult to do lah, for me.. huh.

Update 20/07:
masih lagi 98kg..


update 10/03/2010:
sudah jadi 100kg!

PC bini aku slow..

Tensen nya aku... dah check virus, dah re-format, tp still slowwww..... aiiyaaa.. ingat aku dh angkat laptop, PC tu bole fully utilized by my-other-half. Tp.. huh. Apa la yg x kena agaknya.. Wiken ni adik aku nk dtg balik, try install Win XP yg biasa nyer. Tp aku doubt gak berkesan, sbb dulu pun pakai biasa b4 format, tp prob jugak. Ntah ler.. Aku mcm dh give-up nk mintak adik aku tlg cari CPU baru jer, tp my wife still nostalgic sgt dgn yg lama tu.. adeiihh. Pening ambo pening.

Update 19/07. Adik aku kata, try pegi kedai dulu lah. Dia kata maybe hardware prob, maybe RAM or etc, sbb format apa semua did not solve the prob. Dia kata kat kedai ada device bole detect hardware failure. Ntah ler. aku fobia la masalah IT ni..

PPSMI mansuh!

Bagus. Aku dah lama x berkenan dgn PPSMI ni.

Euro U-21: England 0 Germany 4

wow. at least they won it in style. junior pun junior la... hahahaa. hope for the best of future to the team which consist of among others Khedira, Ozil, Neuer, Beck, Howedes... rasa rugi lak miss the live telecast. bukan ada replay pun game junior level ni.

nak tido..!!~~>>!!

Jumaat tido 12.30am, ok la.. Sabtu 3am. Malam tadi 1.15am.. huh. Ngantuks, tp xleh tido. Siot jer.

Ada mungkin minggu ni langsung xleh ganti tido. Bila la nk siap report ni. Kenapa aku rasa susah nk siapkan report ini. Besok nk submit. Petang ni b4 3 kena siap draft kot.

Nk kuar lunch kul baper ni..

English.. Why

Suatu masa dulu, aku terer gak bahasa org puteh ni. Dgn TOEFL result 600+, x ramai budak melayu yg setaraf dgn aku, at least on paper la. Sbb kalu bab speaking aku mmg hancuss.

Skrg 13 tahun lepas tu.. aku struggle utk prepare report yg perlukan aku menulis, merepair, edit in English.

Why why... xkan sbb masa tu takder PPSMI kot.. hahahaaa.


// ini bukan kes masuk bakul angkat sendiri.. ini sesi muhasabah diri.

Laptop & Wireless Broadband Internet

Salam,

Aku bukanlah seorang yg IT-savvy. Aku hanyalah insan bodoh jahil tukir pasal IT ya mungkin dikira pandai kalu dibanding dgn mak dan ayah aku, tp tidak jika khalayak perbandingan itu adalah muda mudi urban kelahiran pasca 1980. Aku hanya pandai meng'gunapakai' kemudahan IT termasuk melayari internet tetapi jika ada masalah yang timbul aku hanya mampu tersenyum atau paling tidak pun mencari sesuatu utk dingap atau dihirup bagi menghilangkan kerunsingan (3 bulan dahulu, aku mungkin juga 'menyedut').

Hari Ahad, aku ke PAS (bukan Partai Islam Se-Malaysia) sbb kira dekat dgn umah dan sbb satu lagi, aku jahil tukir jalan ke Low Yatt/ BB Plaza. Aku bawak adik aku jadik tour-guide cum IT consultant. Aku kata cari yg entry level jer. Minimum usage utk buat kerja2 opis dan mungkin juga layan internet sekali dua tiga empat hehe. Bajet rm1.5k plus minus. Adik aku kata Acer la antara yg paling 'biasa' n murah. aka laptop student. Yer kot. Kalu keta kira mcm model Proton lah. Pusing sana pusing sini, nah, rezeki aku Acer Extensa 4630Z. Terbang la rm1732. Lebih rm1.5k, tp still within acceptable bajet la.

Malam tadi, lepas Maghrib, ajak Farah ke Giant Kota Damansara. Layan fried kteow & cantonese yee mee @ Killiney's kopitiam. Mahal la utk stended org kampung x kampung bandar x bandar mcm aku ni, tp kuantiti dia worth the price gak la.. kenyang bbuntal, kata org kampung aku. Lepas makan, masuk Celcom Blue Cube.. Itu ini gedebak gedebuk, dah., setel Celcom wireless broadband lak. rm400 gak la, ambik dgn pakej minimum + USB modem dia tu.

Perghh. RM2k+ abis ni. Harap worth it la. Jgn la buat prob kerana sesungguhnya aku amat fobia dgn masalh bersangkut paut dgn komputer ni.. Aminn.

Hari ini Aku Bizi

hari ini
aku bizi
walau kelilingku riuh tp aku sunyi
dan sepi
sampai tgh hari
takder teman menemani
utk makan tengah hari
lalu aku turun seorg diri
makan nasi
lauk asam pedas ikan pari
sedikit ulam utk seimbangkan gizi
dan air suam yg x free

sekarang sudah petang hari
tapi aku masih di sini
belum boleh balik lagi
aku rasa benci dan gelisah diri
namun aku mengerti
untuk orang makan gaji
begini lah nasib diri

tiba2 minda ku teringat sipi2
sudah lama aku x makan megi
perisa kari
pecah telur sebiji
perggghhh sedap sekali

ehhhh... apa kaitan megi
dgn posting ku kali ini?

10-14/06/2009 Subang - Pdg Salim - Bukit Marak - Subang

Allah uji aku dgn campak. Sudah x keruan jadi nya. Sumer benda aku nk marah. Sumer org aku nk marah. Kesian Mama Husna. Kena marah. Risaukan anak sakit lagi, kena marah dgn aku lagi. Dah la perut dah besar. Aku jadi serabut n bad-tempered. Totally out of control. Allah uji dgn campak jer. Baru sikit. Kesian x kesian. Anak org lain lagi Allah uji lagi berat.

Ya Allah kurniakan lah aku kesabaran. Simbahkan air penyejuk jiwa. Amin.

Malam tadi call tuk ayah dia kata dah ok sikit, makan lalu, pampers dah boleh pakai, dah boleh gurau2.. alhamdulillah...

Buat keja lain lak..

aargggh penat lak duk search lirik lagu ni... heheheee mood cari lirik lagu jer hari ni... ok la tu stop dulu buat keja lain yg berpekdah...

Sunnah orang berjuang (lagu nada murni rupanya, aku ingat ori SMAKL)

glemer masa sekolah dulu.. tp sayang, aku lupa dah melodi dia mcm mana.. huhuhuu

Sunah Berjuang 2

Berjuang menempah susah
Menanggung derita menongkah fitnah
Itulah gelombang hidup samudera duka
Seorang mujahid memburu syahid.

Dibuang dia berkelana
dipenjara dia uzlah dibunuh syahid
Namun jiwa tetap mara menuju cita
membara demi Allah dan Rasul-Nya.

Berjuang tak pernah senang
Ombak derita tiada henti
Senang susah silih berganti
Inilah sunah orang berjuang.

Malamnya bagai rahib merintih sayu
Diiring serta air mata
Siangnya bagaikan singa di rimba
Memerah keringat meluah tenaga.

Berjuang memang pahit
Kerana syurga itu manis
Bukan sedikit mahar yang perlu dibayar
Bukan sedikit pedih yang ditagih.

Berjuang ertinya terkorban
Rela terhina kerana kebenaran
Antara dua pasti terjadi
Tunggulah syahid atau menang.

Di Pondok Kecil (nasyid Klasik)

Di Pondok Kecil

di pondok kecil di pantai ombak
berbuih putih beralun-alun

di suatu hari ayah berkata
jaga adik mu ayahkan pergi jauh
ku pandang wajah ayah dahinya ku cium
air mata mengalir hatiku pilu

diam-diamlah sayang jangan menangis
doakan ayah semoga diterima
diam adik ku sayang jangan menangis
andai ayah gugur doakan dia syahid

selamat berjuang ayah tercinta
kau pergi dulu ayah ke medan juang
ku iringi doa moga berjaya
beroleh kemenangan demi agama Islam

wahai abang ku ke mana ayah
ku sayang ayah ku cinta ayah 2x

duhai adikku sayang jangan bersedih
ayah mu pergi menyambut seruan Ilahi
tapi ingatlah adikku pesanan ayah
berjuangan dan berkorban walau di mana jua

pada Mu Tuhan aku bermohon
dosa ayah ku minta diampunkan
berilah rahmat bantulah dia
untuk menegakkan agama Islam

Sephon Kayu (nasyid Klasik)

Sepohon Kayu

Sepohon kayu, daunnya rimbun
Lebat bunganya serta buahnya
Walaupun hidup seribu tahun
Kalau tak sembahyang apa gunanya

Kami bekerja sehari-hari
Untuk belanja rumah sendiri
Walaupun hidup seribu tahun
Kalau tak sembahyang apa gunanya

Kami sembahyang fardu sembahyang
Sunatpun ada bukan sembarang
Supaya Allah menjadi sayang
Kami bekerja hatilah riang

Kami sembahyang limalah waktu
Siang dan malam sudahlah tentu
Hidup di kubur yatim piatu
Tinggalah seorang dipukul dipalu

Dipukul dipalu sehari-hari
Barulah dia sedarkan diri
Hidup di dunia tiada berarti
Akhirat di sana sangatlah rugi

Anggerik

Bunga Anggerik

apa dipandang kepada anggerik
tumbuhnya liar di dalam hutan
mekar sehari esok binasa
sebelum layu sudah pun mati

bukan memandang kepada cantik
pokok pangkalnya hati berkenan
kalau sesuai budi bahasa
sampai ke kubur bersatu hati

bunga anggerik nan permai
memang molek dipakai

banyaklah bunga di dalam taman
apalah guna anggerik di desa
molek pun tidak, wangi pun bukan
tidak sesuai untuk disunting

sungguhlah puan bunga idaman
indah kerana budi bahasa
bukanlah cantik di tengah pekan
cantik berbuai di hujung ranting

bunga anggerik yang rendang
memang cantik di pandang

bunga berseri disinar malam
kumbang menari dengan cahaya
alam kekasih bunga dikarang
anggerik tak mungkin menukar ganti

sudah menjadi aturan alam
bunga menyeri taman bahagia
kumbang memilih bukan sebarang
anggerik di desa pujaan hati

bunga anggerik di desa
indah budi bahasa

Wanita dan Teruna (filem IMAn tahun 195?)

Wanita Dan Teruna

Bolehkah aku bertanya
Betulkah engkau menyinta
Tetapi aku tak percaya
Ku takut hanya tipu daya

Ramai orang yang berkata
Manis kelihatan muka
Tetapi di hati durjana
Sebagai ular yang berbisa

Jangan dinda kata tidak jujur
Bikin hati ku menjadi hancur
Tapi aku percaya padamu
Kaulah cinta ku

Dinda tak usah engkau khuatir
Tidak mungkin aku akan mungkir
Apa gunanya engkau menyindir
Manis di bibir

Betul memang aku cinta
Engkau pujaan asmara
Wanita/Teruna yang memang ku cinta
Sebagai kekasih asmara

Jangan kanda ku tak jujur
Bikin hatiku menjadi hancur
Tapi aku percaya padamu
Kaulah cinta ku

Dinda tak usah engkau khuatir
Tidak mungkin aku akan mungkir
Apa gunanya engkau menyindir
Manis di bibir

Betul memang aku cinta
Engkau pujaan asmara
Wanita/Teruna yang memang ku cinta
Sebagai kekasih asmara

Bayer Leverkusen 0 Werder Bremen 1

missed most of the game. only switched it on when it's already on 87th min.!

the result is a lil' bit contrary to what was expected, which is an entertaining final with lots of goals, considering the reputation of both teams who likes to attack at the the expense of their somewhat porous defence.

oh well.. from Bremen's positive POV, it surely cannot make up for the loss in UEFA Cup final but certainly it eased some pain.

it's also a good way to bid farewell to for Frank Baumann's last professional game as a player. At least he ends his career with a trophy.

n also good farewell game for Diego as well.

Tidur lah..

lagu untuk permaisuri..

Tidurlah tidurlah
Wahai permaisuri
(Tidurlah wahai permaisuri)

Tidurlah
Wahai permaisuri
Tidurlah
Pejam mata ahai tidur nyawa

Kudendangkan
Kunyanyikan
Duhai puteri jelita
Jika kau tidur lena
Mimpikan bahagia
Di taman syurga loka
Kau dan aku berdua

Kudendangkan
Kunyanyikan
Duhai puteri jelita
Jika kau tidur lena
Mimpikan bahagia
Di taman syurga loka
Kau dan aku berdua

Kuberjanji wahai dewi suci
Kaulah permaisuri
Bersumpahlah dalam hatimu
Bahawa kau kekasihku
Bersumpahlah kamu
Bersumpahlah kamu

Permaisuri tidurlah

Permaisuri tidurlah

Tahniah Wolfsburg.. Bremen? Leverkusen?

x abis lagi frust Bremen kalah final uefa cup... huhuhuuu btw Wolfsburg dah menang Bundesliga. after demolishing Bremen 5-1. Without denying Wolfsburg quality, Bremen was playing like their hearts were already somewhere else. Hopefully they will get their act together for the Final of DFB Pokal (German Cup) this 30/05, of which i'm still undecided whether to support Bremen or Leverkusen.

apa2 pun, kita nyanyi lagu ni dulu.. huhuhuu

Di Waktu Malam Bulan Mengambang..
Sunyi Damai hai Damai Sekeliling Ku..
Terdengar Nan Sayu Bintang Seribu..
Mumbujuk Rayu Kerna Merindu..
Lagu Yang Dulu..

Di Waktu Malam Bulan Purnama..
Angin Laut Meniup Niup Tenang..
Mengatakan Sayang..Berlagu Merdu..
Bermadah Sayu Lemah Mendayu..
Nak Dara Rindu..

Tanjung Katong Airnya Biru..
Tempat Mandi Nak Dara Jelita..
Sama Sekampung hai Sedang Dirindu..
Inikan Lagi Jauh Dimata..

Tanjung Katong Airnya Biru..
Tempat Mandi Nak Dara Jelita..
Sama Sekampung hai Sedang Dirindu..
Inikan Lagi hai Jauh Dimata

SELAMAT HARI GURU (in advance)

Selamat hari guru kepada semua cikgu di Malaysia (kat malaysia jer ker ada cikgu? - ok la tu tu... tempat lain biar anak murid kat tempat diorg lah wish kan..).

Cikgu-cikgu termasuk lah ayah & ma aku, papa & mama (mertua aku), abang aku yg sulung & k.long aku, abang ipar aku dan mama husna (bini aku la tu.. )

Tanbahan pada 25/05.. petikan sebuah puisi/sajak usman awang yg kuperolehi semasa blogroll..

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa sahaja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.

Hamburg 2 Werder Bremen 3

http://www.soccer24-7.com/forum/showthread.php?p=3243420#post3243420

Very good comeback from Bremen. n the 3rd goal came from of all players, Frank Baumann!. Feel happy for him, captaining his side to a major European final. Ilic's second goal added a lil' drama, but Bremen hold on. IMHO he (Ilic) did not deserve to be on the losing side.

Hope Bremen can do well in the Final cause frankly i trust Hamburg more with a non-BL team. But hey, if they can ousted a relatively superior AC Milan (in a quite stylish way, really), of course they can.

:

Chelsea 1 Barcelona 1: Euro CL S-F

soccer24-7

Football can be cruel. Ask Bayern Munich after that CL Final in 1999, and ask Chelsea after tonight's game.

Both were clearly the better side in the full 90 minutes, yet it was Man U n Barca who emerged as the winner.

Another proof that football are not won by chances. Only the goal(s) that matters.

Cuti Hari pekerja 1 Mei 2009 (balik kg ambik Husna)

Balik Klate. 4.20am dr Subang. Singgah Subuh di Masjid Raub (about 6am - sempat la jemaah). Lepas Subuh, lelap kejap. 6.45am sambung. Ingat nk bfast kat Merapoh, tp kedai yg biasa tu x bukak, so terus lagi, sampai la RnR G.Muse.

Sampai Pdg Salim @ 12.55pm, dekat2 org nk solat Jumaat! ke Bukit Marak @ 3pm. Lepas Asar balik PS.

Besoknya, takder byk benda sgt.. layan letih drive x abis lagi... tghri sikit, ke rumah Mok Mah di Melor. Lunch kat sana.. Lepas Asar, balik BM. Tido sana..

Esok (Ahad) ber- dr BM @ 8.20am. Stop kejap @ simpang ke Chuchoh Puteri, lunch @ Merapoh. Jamak @ masjid Bentong (masjid baru).

AAC

baru abis baca buku ni malam tadi..

1) hidup kena ada plan. sebulan, setahun, 10 tahun..
2) menghormati tetamu, hatta org kafir.
3) merujuk kata2 Dato' Fadzillah Kamsah dlm rancangan (?), poligami utk menyelesaikan masalah.
4) ?

Klate 1 Selangor 1

tapi Klate kaloh penalti 1-4... huhuhuuu perah ambo perah..


saye... mmene comey doh. kalu ambik kiro mmene atah pade.. Klate was a slightly a better team, creating more chances n more organized build-up play. Ya betul kawe pun xleh kecek banyok kalu ado hok argue kato that game could have gone either way during the whole 120minutes (plus OT), sbb Selangor pun ado jugok create a few decent chances.

biar lah.. ado la tu rezeki semula pulok.. lamo doh duk nnunggu Klate biso semula.. mitok2 lepah ni menten biso lah...

tp perah game Klate ni, lain sikit. Sbb buleh share dgn saing2... kalu game Jerman gak, huh, perha ssore jah la...

e-filing

Pening gak buat benda ni... byk dokumen yg kena simpan rupa nya.. buat rekod. Kena bukak satu dedicated fail kot.

Ingat nk settle ari ni. Tp nampak gaya kena sambung Isnin la kot. Sempat kot, balik lambat sikit..


// baru finalize hari ni 28/04. kena rm400+. siut jer. gaji mcm x cukup. tp ada jer cukai nk kena bayar. apa lagi yg aku nk declare tolak cukai ni..

aku rindu..

Alahaii...

Bila aku nk beli rumah...??

Pesta Buku 2009

Salam.

Untuk pertama kalinya sejak 2005, aku kembali ke Pesta Buku. Mula2 takut gak sbb x penah pegi by myself. Ok la, DW ikut gak, tp dia mmg lagi buta KL drpd aku. Lepas bfast kat Arafah @ ~9am, terus ke KL.

Sampai sana dlm 10am++.Ikut kata PokCik, parking kat Hentian Putra, so there we go. Dapat la parking tingkat atas sekali. Eh, senang la pulak. Aku ni kdg2, takut x tentu pasal.

Ramai gak orang esp budak2 sekolah. Huh, bersesak2. Round punya round beli la buku2 ni:

1) Tuhan Manusia - FT
2) Bedar Sukma Bisu - FT
3) Aku Terima Nikahnya - Ust. Hasrizal
4) Bercinta Sampai Syurga - Ust. Hasrizal
5) Harry Potter Buku 4,5,6,7 - JK Rowling

Rugi lak dah beli Ayat2 Cinta bulan lepas. Kalu x, bole diskaun beli kat Pesta Buku ni. Tp masa tu mana tau nak dtg Pesta Buku kan.. Hmmm

Kesemua dlm RM180 kot. ?? (kena check resit ni). Tp less than RM200 lah. Buku2 Harry P cost the most = RM114 tp quite a bargain la since before discount the total 4 books is about rm140. (Aku ni kan, kdg2 jiwa budak2 gak. Baca Harry Potter tu hahaha..) DW x beli apa2 buku (She's not a keen reader pun) tp dia beli cenderahati yg gerak2 pakai solar power tu. Letak kat dashbod keta. Cantik gak.

Tak lama mana pun duk sana. Dlm 12.30pm kitorg cabut, since org dah makin ramai dan perut dah start berbunyi balik :). Berpusing2 gak nk keluar dr KL, tp alhamdulillah, jumpa jalan. Lucnh kat Vicchuda Kota Damansara pastu terus balik SB dan zzzzzz......

Bayern 1 Barca 1

It was clear enough. Bayern is only as good as among only 8 best in the Europe. Nowhere to be the best. Something drastic must be taken into action in order to be a serious contender for CL next season:

1) Get a decent RB. There is strong rumors that Zhirkov (Russia's international LB) is coming to Munich. A few Bayern supporters have come up with the suggestion that Lahm to be moved as RB n put Zhirkov as the main LB. Me however, do not like the idea of moving Lahm of his usual position to cater for Zhirkov. i'd prefer maintain Lahm at LB n get a decent RB. Tho having said that, if the news of Zhirkov is true, than it is good for Bayern as he is a world-class LB. The issue here is how to accomodate both?

2) Get a very good DM, or a CM who is very good defensively. It is confirmed that Tymoschuk is coming so i guess the problem is resolved.

3) A good CB to pair up Lucio, preferably a German. V. Buyten is not as good n Demichelis is not a proper CB. Breno? very young n limited talent anyway.

4) Find a way to motivate Schweinsteiger to play good on regular basis. This kid is a potential world-class n yet painstakingly inconsistent.

5) Find a way to quick-nurture Rensing, or else get a better GK. Jorg-Butt is ok for now, but he also has this inconsistency syndrome. Excellent in one game n disastrous in the next. Very risky. I think with a proper coaching, Rensing can make it. He has good reflexes, yet struggles with positioning n corners/crosses.

6) Keep a coach for a longer period. Bayern has this record of always blaming it on the coach, resulting in the sacking. Without denying that he is also hugely responsible, stability is one of the key to success.

Err.. cukup la... kata x minat sgt Bayern... tp komen byk lak... hahaha...

Barca 4 Bayern 0

Well, i'm not a Bayern fan in particular as i'd prefer Bremen n Leverkusen more, however as a German football fan in general i feel pity for them.

The 12-1 aggregate win over Sporting Lisbon seem like a distant memory as Barca strolled past them. A deserved victory for Barca. A credit is when a credit due. Bayern looked lost. It is made worse losing Lahm, Lucio n Van Buyten. Tho i must admit that Lucio-V. Buyten is not the best partnership in the world, having them with Lahm, who is currently regarded as one of the world-class leftback, Messi n co should find it harder to penetrate Bayern's defence, which at times, what can i say, invisible.

1-5 vs Wolfsburg n now 0-4 vs Barca. 9 goals in two games. That's a terrible blow for Klinsmann n his boys.

With a semi-final spot virtually out of question, let's just hope they will restore some pride at the Allianz-Arena in the 2nd leg.

// nice pass by Ballack leading to 3rd Chelsea goal tonight. Feel happy for him.

Germany (WC 2010 Qualifying)

All comments were copied from my comments in German National Team thread in soccer24-7.com.


Germany vs Liechtenstein:

ok. a brief comment. only based on this game in particular.

Beck - definitely good choice for RB in attacking mode. i would say better than Fritz. But his defensive ability is not tested in this game. hey, who's our 1st choice RB now? Arne is the best defensively but who else can also attack iwth ease. what about Hinkel's progress?

Tasci - at least for now not ready yet for the high level game. work hard but at times looks clumsy n nervous n against a better team that will probably mean disaster.

Jansen - looks quite comfortable in left midfield possition. i say put him there whenever he is chosen to play. no more LB for him.

Ballack - looks much more comfortable playing a more attacking role. i'd whenever possible, plays him there. he's more useful attacking not defending. (tho it also cross my mind that he would not have that much space against better teams)

Gomez - what more can i say. this guy definitely has the ability but for quite a no of games, failed to deliver for NT. maybe some of u guys are right, maybe he needs a break. dont rule him out of NT, yet. to be fair at least, Poldi also missed a few chances.


overall a good performance from Germany. Not excellent, but just good enough. clean sheet, n more than 2 goals. that's acceptable.


Wales vs Germany:

quick notes on the game:

Tasci - still didnt impress me. a potential penalty that was lucky not to be awarded at 1-0.

Beck - looked good in attack but quite vulnerable in defense. i say good choice vs a relatively weaker team.

Ballack - i dont know if its just my imagination but he looked fitter in these 2 games. maybe something to do with a somewhat free-role midfield position?

Enke - showed glimpse of what he's capable of. good no. 2 GK, if he doesnt get the no 1 spot.

Gomez - i think it's time to 'rest' him. i say dont put him out of the squad just yet, only take him out of the starting 11. he looked very gloomy at times. doesnt do him good, really. i say its a mental block n its getting worse with his failure to convert chances.

DM - we need a good candidate here. Hitz is not a proper DM, while Rolfes looked ok, but not that convincing, i must say.

In general, Germany at times, did show the 'who's the boss' attitude, which is good to show confidence (not arrogance). However there were still some mistake e.g bad passes etc.

I'll say Germany did the job, winning by 2 goals difference n keep a clean sheet. w/o really impressed. TQ.



// in general, Germany has not been impressive yet they get the job done. A win is a win. Good for them Hope they continue to improve.

Smoking

I've been w/o cigarette for more than a month now (at least that's what i remember that the last time i smoke was on 19/02/2009.

It all started when i got a very bad flu attack. Usually a puff of smoke will remedy a mild flu but this one did not. Furthermore the flu also been joined by its close friends cough. wow. so painful. So i decided to quit temporarily (at that time). So, 2 weeks passed n the flu has been reduce to a lil' mucus only (what we call 'hingus' lah : runny nose = hidung berlari?).

Quite surpirisingly, after my recovery, i don't feel the urge to smoke anymore. Being among circle of smoking friends also do not intimidate me. Now i wonder..

DW seems quite happy with my progress. However honestly, i could not say that i quit becoz of her, or anyone in particular. It's just that i simply lost it. Weird isnt it? Well call it weird or whatso ever, i wish that this will continue.

In short, ppl should quit smoking becoz of 3 things:
1) Religion - smoking is makruh, some even say that is haram.
2) Health - smoking can lead to serious diseases e.g a few type of cancer due to high content of narcotine n tar.
3) Money/Financial - in every national bajet, cigaratte price always go up n never went down. A box of 14's Marlboro for example, is rm5.90 now. = sepinggan nasik!

Well. Let just pray that i wont be tempted to smoke again. Enough of 16 years eating the smoke (approximate). Amin.

Dragonball Evolution

Last Saturday watched movie with my other half.

Dekat GSC Midveli. At 11am++ kitorg sampai. At first we didn't really know what movie to choose. She wanted to watch Watchmen, but i've read somewhere that the review is not so nice. Plus, the duration is too long (2 hours+) and we're afraid that we might miss Zohor then. So we chose Dragonball instead. Showtime @ 1.30pm.

Then we went sightseeing a lil' while. There's one Home & Lifestyle Fair @ Midveli that day (actually it's from 20-22/03). If only we have already bought a home, coz some of the offer were quite a bargain. We later informed my bro n SIL about the Fair (n it turned out they went there on Sunday n make a purchase - good for them).

After that, lunch. To make it easy, we choose to have our lunch at the foodcourt. Nearby GSC, and plenty of choices. She had one Asam Laksa, n i had Kteow goreng basah. Quite nice. Slurrppp! While having our lunch, we observed that there were so many young couples. Maybe going out for a date, before both goes to their own selected tertiary college/uni/ikbn/poly/etc? N there were also a few groups of boys just hanging around together. This might just be some former schoolmates hanging around after spm results. Make me somewhat remember the good ol' days. Huhuhuuu.. Sweet reminiscent.

Ok, 1.15pm. Time for our movie.

Baru perasan aku x citer pun pasal movie tu, review ker sinopsis ker.. ehh hehh

Cuti2

15/03 aku balik Klate. Byk gak rupanya keta atas jalan. Aku lak mmg jenis tensen kalu keta byk ni.. huhuhuu mmg tensen.. kul 6.30pm baru sampai Pdg Salim. Lepak2 + dinner, 9.30pm balik Bukit Marak jumpa Husna yahuuu!!

16/03 balik PS lepas lunch. Lepas Asar kuar ke KFC Kubang Kerian, selebret sempena Mek Tek dapat 9A.. 9.30pm aku balik BM mengurut dgn Pok Kob. Sakit wooo lama x mengurut.. huhuhuuu..

17/03 balik PS lepas bfast around 9am. 10am cabut ke KB Mall dgn Farah, shopping barang2 Husna dll. Petang tu ke rumah Chik jenguk dia & Kak Na. Pastu singgah BM Farah nk solat Asar. Malam tu dlm 9.30pm kitorg balik ke BM dgn Husna sekali..

18/03 Husna tetiba bangun awal lak.. terpaksa TukMa dia bawak jalan2.. last tengok Husna pegang tangan sepupu dia tergedek2 jalan tinggalkan umah... Huhu tu lah last aku tengok anak aku sampai kitorg balik kampung lak bulan 5 ni (insyaAllah..)
8.30am, cabut.. stop lunch kat merapoh just b4 12noon n solat jamak @ masjid Bentong. Sampai SB around 5.20pm.

Malam tu dinner kat kedai jer... tingat kat Husna lah...

// owh, pagi 18/03 tu mak aku buat nasik lemak. best siot... aku tambah 2 kali! 3 pinggan la tu.... huhhuhuu..

fajar seluas angkasa 2

salam.

aku rasa baru 2 minggu (kot) follow blog ni... sekali baca latest entri.. Inna lillah.. al-Fatihah. Amir Yusuf telah kembali ke rahmatNya pada 06/03/2009.

Tiada apa yg mampu ku katakan cuma sedikit doa buat mereka.. Sabarlah ayah ibu amir yusuf. Allah lebih sayangkan dia. InsyaAllah tangan kecil itu bakal membantu di akhirat kelak.. Amin.

amat tersentuh membaca petikan ini..

Tidurlah anakanda. Tidurlah sayang, Amir Yusuf. Nanti, dirimu akan terjaga melihat keindahan yang luar biasa dari mimpi. Ayah dan ibu akan selalu mendoakan. Pada kasih sayang kita yang tiada kesudahan. Biarpun, sayang ayah dan ibu terlalu dalam buatmu, namun kasih sayang dan cinta dari-Nya lebih besar dari segalanya. link

fajar seluas angkasa.

Membaca entri terkini di blog itu, tiba2 air mata lelaki ku menitis. Aku juga seorang ayah, yang pernah merasa sakit demam seorang anak. Dan sesungguhnya sakit demam anak yang bernama Amir Yusuf itu amat berat.

Ya Allah kupanjatkan doa kepadaMu, Kau kurniakan lah ketenangan dan ketabahan kepada keluarga Amir Yusuf. Kau lah Yang Maha Berkuasa, dan Kau lah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Sesungguhnya hanya Kau lah yang kami sembah, dan kepada Mu jua lah kami memohon pertolongan. Amin..

lagu siulan

Skrg ni aku tergila2 2 lagu ni.. tp x hafal lirik adoii..

1) lagu dlm filem Wayang.. yg si Awi duk nyanyi tepi jendela nk ngurat Melor..

2) lagu tema Alexander Bukan Zulkarnain.. " Engkau Lelaki, surah alKahfi... "

mana nk cari lirik dia eh.. nanti aku tanya encik google.. tp mcm x konfiden jer..


ok jumpa yg ni..


KAULAH CAHAYA
lagu, vokal : hafiz askiak
lirik : nadia khan

dalam kelam ku cari
sentuhan harumanmu
meresap di jiwa
menyirami cinta ini
oh kasih...

dalam kabut ku gapai
bayangan senyumanmu
tenang dan damai
hilang keresahan ini

kaulah cahaya

pernah ku padamkan mimpi
ku hentikan angan angan
tak mampu ku gapai awan

menyentuh...cintamu...

kehadiranmu sayang
tiada lagi penghalang
dengan kasihmu sayang
ku melihat...

kini ku layari
mimpi indah semalam
ingin ku berlari
terbang bebas bersamamu

kaulah cahaya

kasih kaulah cahaya
menerangi sunyiku

kehadiranmu sayang
tiada lagi penghalang
dengan kasihmu sayang
ku melihat...
tanpa memandang

Buchek & Jaha

Malam Ahad kawe laye dvd Budok Klate.. ok la.. .. shoot pakai single camera kdg2 cam pelik pulok..

Dialog? Pergghh kalu x biasa campur dgn budok2 klate, payah nok pehe ni.. bbolo'! kalu dalam cerita Wayang tu ok lagi.. ni, huh, pekat weihh.

Kawe nyer komen/remarks (x ikut turutan):

1) err.. scene rogol tu. mcm lama sgt. tunjuk eksyen2, pastu ppuan tu nangis2 tutup badan dgn baju pun cukup la kot.. tp lawak gak tgk member Jaha yg patah kaki tu tersengih2..

2) masa Buchek lepaskan amoi Lee Chen Chen. Bole lak si amoi tu mintak no hp.. tu ok lagi.. tetiba bole pulak Buchek ni ada ball pen time tu.. hahaha tp ok kot, sbb kawe pun kdg2 bawak ball pen masuk Giant.. hahaha..

3) Scene Jaha mati jatuh motor.. hek eleh.. ambik lap x lepas pun buleh mati ko... ssesek sikit jah... patutnya kalu nok tunjuk ambik lap x lepah pun, buleh la tunjuk ado keta lain tepoh dio ko... isk terbawak2 slang la pulak.. hahaha..

4) jalan cerita drpd masa Jaha jjupa Che Nor kaba2 kkene ko Che Nor pahtu siap Buchek nok ttawar Che Nor ko Jaha ni,.. mace kkalut sgt.. nok hambat ggapo dio pun x tahu la..

5) Scene mmain terup... ni buke ggapo, nostalgia beb nostalgia... sbb kawe dulu pung mmain terup kalu kaloh keno paka topi keledar kut bbalik jugok! hahaha...

apo2 hal pun, secara umumnya cerito ni best. thumbs up untuk sapo tu pengaroh dio, Wan Azli.

Pelakon2 dia pun ok dowh. Danny jjadi Buchek song jugok, nga muko sibik bbong tu pakai spek tu.. Jaha toksoh kato la, jahat supo Amereka, tp saye ko saing .. Li Bokbong (Eyzendie - lo ni ssohor nga Luncai), dan lain2 la.. so watok hok menggeletek jiwa jugok, Meghe Cekgu. betapa song nya gelaran itu.. hahaha.. Teringat masa Jaha kkenal saing2 dio ko Buchek.. hahaha..

Alexander bukan Zulkarnain (ulangan)

Copy paste drpd blog penerbit sdra Syirfan..


Episod Akhir:

Selasa ( 17/2/09) pukul 1 pagi dan pukul 2 petang

Khamis (19/2/09) pukul 12 malam



Bulan March:

Making off: Jumaat (6/3/09) pukul 8 pagi

Episod 1: Sabtu (7/3/09) pukul 8 pagi

Episod 2: Ahad (8/3/09) pukul 8 pagi

Episod 3: Selasa (10/3/09) pukul 8 pagi

Episod 4: Rabu (11/3/09) pukul 8 pagi

Episod 5: Khamis (12/3/09) pukul 8 pagi



Making off: Selasa (10/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Episod 1: Rabu (11/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Episod 2: Khamis (12/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Episod 3: Jumaat (13/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Episod 4: Sabtu (14/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Episod 5: Ahad (15/3/09) pukul 11 malam

Roti Canai Melayu

Wpun bz + gabra dgn odit.. tp aku tetap menten blog.. hahaha. Cuma blog aku xde la meriah dgn gambor.. (malas nk upload sebenanya..)

Last week aku jumpa satu kedai roti canai melayu... lama x makan.. perggghhh heaven siot... rasanya,,, rasanya... ala... mcm berlari2 di tepian pantai lahhhhh..lebih hebat drpd cinta pertama... cheh. (pengaruh citer God of Cookery - Chow Sing Chi)..

Kalu sapa2 nk try bole la layan di BJ Corner kat eh, lupa plak area tu nama apa.. dekat2 Subang 2.. kalu yg duk area tu tau la kot Restoran Jabina.. tp yg buat roti canai ni bukan Jabina, tp restoran kat bangunan belakang dia tu.. BJ Corner.. restoran nampak mcm x laku (sbb x ramai org) tp roti canai dia perggghhhh...

Roti garing.. kuahnya lak kari versi melayu yg ada rasa manis2 sikit... perggghhhhh pasni rasa takmo makanG roti mamak dahhh....

Tp aku risau gak. Sbb kedai dia nampak mcm x laku.. kalu kedai tutup, kempunan lah aku nk makanG roti canai sedap. Isk.. Ya Allah murahkan rezeki tokei kedai BJ Corner ni..

odit sirim

16-18/02... huhuhu..

Germany 0 Norway 1

Huh!

Apa ke hal ni.. lawan Norway pun kaloh. Tau la friendly jah.. tapi Norway tu bae Norway.. Perah kawe perah. Raso gloomy sket hari ni.. mujo gok frenly, kalu hok sungguh gak, mmg hile mood la nk buat kijo..

Tokser komen banyok2, ambo keciwa dgn performance Germany..

11/02

Hmmm.. sepatutnya hari ni aku gi kursus. Sampai Jumaat 13/02. Sekali semalam dekat 7pm, dpt msg kata hari ni kena present audit report dlm mtg jabatan.. Adoii ai.. bakpo la x inform awal2. X ready satu hal, aku lak yg serba salah sbb dah konfirm dgn HR kata aku boleh pegi..

So, consequentnya, aku ponteng kursus. Yer la, mana nk prepare lagi.. Tawakal jer la. Mintak2 HR x blacklist nama aku.. Nk inform diorg, aku dah rasa bersalah. Org bersalah ni, biasa la. Rasa takut2 gitu. Takut kena marah. Wpun aku rasa i'm not totally to blame for this.

Huh.

Takper la. Ada hikmah kot. Kalu aku attend kursus, sure balik lambat. Kalu balik ontime dari opis, sempat la get home by 6.30pm. OK lah. Dapat ambik Husna awal. Wpun skrg ni aku tgh gabra nk kena present ni.. huhuhu...

Perak

Secara peribadi, aku kesian dgn Ir Nizar. Org nya bagus, tp susah nk memerintah dlm keadaan minoriti. Yer la, PAS sendiri ada 6 wakil jer dlm DUN Perak tu. Walaupun ada kawan dlm PR, tp hmmm tgk sendiri lah apa jadi dgn wakil PKR tu.. and DAP is DAP lah. Takper lah Ir, yg penting dah jalankan tanggungjawab setakat yg termampu. Pada hemat aku lah, nk kena letak jawatan pun takper lah. Kalu dah tertulis setakat tu jer rezeki jadi MB, takper lah. Aku doakan hidup Ir dirahmati selalu dan dipermudahkan segala urusan oleh Allah SWT.. Amin.

Ada yg kata, ini kerja Najib.. Hmm ntah ler..

Cuma sekelumit jer. Nk komen lebih pun, aku bukan org Perak pun, wpun nama aku mcm nama org Perak :).

Waja Breakdown

Huh. Semalam Waja ku buat hal lagi. Xleh start. Ekceli, sejak malam kemarin lagi.

Semalam Wan dtg umah, buat rescue. Sambung jumper, start ok. tp on d way nk gi wshop dia, mapuh pulok! Adoii aii... So dia terus tuka bateri baru. Sampai wshop dia, godek2 sikit + program balik, dah ok dah.. alhamdulillah... Fuhhh..

Alkisah terbang lah duit aku rm200+. Sib baik breakdown servis Wan x caj, sbb abg aku kamceng ngan dia.. hehe. Annual leave pun hangus lah satu hari sbb terpaksa ambik cuti kecemasan..

pantang

1) seafood - udang, sotong, kerang dan sewaktu dgn nya..
2) kekacang
3) barang dalam (hati, limpa, perut etc.)
4) less daging
5) air gas, esp coke
6) canned food e.g sadin
7) ikan bilis! - x merasa la nasik lemak best ma buat..
8) yong tau foo - kena kurangkan

bykkan
1) air masak
2) ganti daging dgn ikan

hmmm.. nanti aku tambah lagi..

Sakit - satu kifarah?

Alhamdulillah, Husna sudah ok.

Semalam gi SMC dgn tujuan nk buat follow-up. Sikit punya lama tunggu, last2 kul 2.30pm kitorg decide to blah jer.. sbb Husna x makan lagi. Takper la. X blacklist kot ponteng appoinment dgn specialist. Tp aku jadi cam serik lak dgn SMC. Lama dowh tunggu. Ikutkan ati, mau tiap2 kali sakit aku rush ke Azzahrah jer. Senang, sbb dah biasa. Tapi apakan daya, Azzahrah is >50km away from our new home.

Pagi tadi aku gi jugak Azzahrah. Lepas punch in, terus cabut. Sib baik mood cuti lagi, so opis pun x byk keja. Sbb aku gi Azzahrah? Malam tadi sakit perut. Mcm kembung, sampai aku perasan perut aku lagi buncit dr biasa (mmg dah sedia buncit pun hahaha). Senak. Tp bole tahan lagi la. Pagi tadi, bila bgn tido, urine seem darker than usual. Ting! tiba2 aku teringat pengalaman kena batu karang dulu.. Saspek!. Tambahan lak teringat semala ada rasa duga(loya) nk muntah, which is one of the symptoms of an attack.

Ok. Lepas jumpa doktor, siap urine test dan ambik sampel darah lagi.. Doktor kata still x serius. makan ubat, dan minum air byk2. Avoid makan yg high-calcium content. Which is, hmmm nasihat yg aku dah tau dah... Pening gak sebenanya, sbb rasa aku dah pantang dah, tp still ia dtg menyerang.. Mintak2 for this one ok la lepas makan ubat. Lepas ni, ya Allah sembuhkan lah sakit aku ni...

Bila diingatkan balik.. cuti CNY ni, 2 hari terperuk kat umah jer sbb Husna & aku x sihat.. Takper.. Mesti ada hikmah di sebaliknya tu.. Amin,..

Husna

Na sakit. Ari tu demam. Ni demam dah ok sikit, tp makan x lalu pulak... makan jer muntah, makan jer muntah...

Malam td gi Klinik An Nisa' dia bg suppository jer. Dia pun cam konfius. Tp dia dh prepare reference siap2, so pagi ni kalu x ok lagi bole terus ker SMC.

Hmm... mintak2 ok, just a normal infection jer... nothing seriuos.. amin... sian Husna..

gaza

salam.

xnak komen byk. Semoga Allah SWT memberkati para syuhada dan pejuang di sana... Amin..

Aku ni, boikot setakat mana dah?

dah pindah dah..

21/12/2008.

Konfirm, pindah Subang. No more Dengkil, no more 100km ulangalik daily. Now aku dah jadi lelaki berSubang. ahahahahaa...

Letih gak kemas barang. Mama Husna la kesian. aku duk asyik outstesen, dia la yg byk buat keja mengemas..

Apa2 hal pun, alhamdulillah. Jalan keliling rumah mcm sibuk sikit, x macam kat Dengkil, tp at least dekat la dgn umah abang aku..