Education Plan

Must start planning for Husna's sis.
Suddenly i got 3 offer from my old skoolmate. All 3 almost at the same time. 1 for MAA, 1 for Takaful Ikhlas n 1 for Pru-BSN.
So, which 1 is better? Huh. Pru-BSN got some generally good reputation but still is not an automatic choice.
Still got sometime b4 the birth.

MAS Booking - Dugaan Ramadhan

I'm deeply frustrated with the MAS customer service. It is not the impoliteness or whatever. The staff is not even there to answer my call. Ok, i can understand if 1st, or 2nd time failure to get to the staff via phone due to traffic congestion etc. but more than 10 times? This is seriously disappointing.

I think that i can accept it, i mean, a few rm loss, if, due to my negligence, lack of IT know-how etc, i made a mistake during the internet booking process but please, please answer my call, explain to me so that i can understand why.

What for developing a customer service if u cannot provide the service when required. I don't know if this is due to shortage of staff or just a pure ignorance. This has indeed imprinted a very bad image of MAS to me. I'm trying to be very patient as i might be needing their service in future but i'll be very careful and skeptical.

Disclaimer : This not an official comment to MAS of any sort. I'm just expressing my deepest regret of an experience on the very 3rd day of Ramadhan 1430H.

Seriously, in an attempt to calm myself, i keep telling myself that this could be some kind of test or kifarah of sins that Allah wants to show to me for me to learn something. To be more careful, maybe, or more patient? That's the obvious one. Maybe there's something more to think about. .

Selamat Datang Ramadhan 1430H

Ramadhan datang lagi. Kali ini sekali pula dgn datangnya mid-term cuti sekolah.

Tahun ni aku masih blank camner nk prepare utk buka dan sahur. Farah mungkin kata ok, tp the fact is dia dah makin memboyot so x fair jugak nk harapkan dia utk masak semua. On the other hand, aku pun bukan pandai masak except telur mata & telur dadar. Huh.

30hb nak balik klate. Hantar Farah sambung cuti sampai deliver. Harap2 ok di perjalanan. 8 jam ++ is quite stressful for 8months pregnant mother. may Allah ease up our trip. Amin..

Balik ke sini, dah ambik tiket Firefly malam 02hb. Pastu.. bujang kembali la aku kat Subang ni..

13hb plan balik Klate. Dah ambik tiket dah.. malam tu. Harap permohonan cuti boss x kacau. Have to go back early since time Husna dulu pun awal 5 hari from the due date. This time, due date is 18/09 (2 hari b4 raya!) n based on experince with Husna, by the 13th it can be anytime soon..

Hopefully sempat witness the delivery of my 2nd child to bumi Allah ini. N kalu kata xdan pun, TukPa n Tuk Ayah are more than capable of taking care of them while i'm not around. setakat nk gi Annisa' tu, rasanya diorg lagi laju drpd aku.. Huhuhuu..

Pergi Tak Kembali.. AlFatihah.

Kita ini milikNya, dan kepadaNya jua kita kembali..

Alfatihah untuk arwah Ustaz Asri Ibrahim daripada kumpulan nasyid tersohor Rabbani.

Satu kematian yang agak mengejut, walaupun menurut adik arwah di berita TV9 tadi, arwah mmg ada menghidap darah tinggi..

hmm.. ambil lah iktibar drpd kematian ini.. cukup waktu tidak akan 'delay' walau sesaat, bersedia kah aku?

Anger Management

Aku rasa aku ada masalah anger management. Selalu jadi n bertambah teruk bila ada urusan yg memerlukan detailed organization n quick decison making, also assignment kerja yg involve public speaking. Kesian kat close family kdg2 jadi mangsa. And the stress n depression is made worse dgn sifat malu aku yg tebal x kena tempat, fear of failure partly due to my academic experience in uni which resulted in me believing that everyone else is better than me. Ok, maybe at driving, i'm a few of the insane Malaysian drivers living.

Aku rasa kena muhasabah (?), amalkan balik solat hajat, minta jauh bala dan minta tenangkan diri. "Hanya Engkau yang kami sembah, dan kepadaMu jua lah, kami memohon pertolongan..". Dulu2 masa sekolah aku amal gak, tp start masuk u sampai time keja.. sort of.. dah lagha.. still buat yg wajib, tp aku tinggalkan yg ini..

Or should i seek medical help. Stress ini sometimes can get very.. very apa eh.. cannot find the word in English.. but in Malay.. sort of.. Sesak dan menyesakkan!

Mcam mana la nk ambik masters n beli rumah macam ni.. Tanpa masters classes n housing payment pun dan haru biru..

Husna.. kembali ke Klate.

10 Ogos 2009. Husna akan balik ke Kelantan bersama2 Tuk Ayah & Tuk Ma nya. Setelah 5 hari di sini. Rindu akan kembali berbunga. Diharap anakanda Husna bersabar. InsyaAllah Mama & Ayah akan pulang awal September nanti (tukar plan lagi..). Mama akan stay sehingga selamat melahirkan adik. Ayah akan pulang sekejap untuk urusan kerja dan insyaAllah kan pulang dan menyambut raya bersama2 seawal 13 September. Doakan permohonan cuti raya awal ayah diluluskan.